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finnally updated my LJs appearance after more than a year
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| been a long time.... |
[11 Dec 2005|01:48pm] |
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maybe ill start updating this thing again sometime soon...
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| so i start work tmrw at best buy |
[08 Nov 2004|12:14pm] |
doing car stereo installs and alarms... me and ash have immersed ourselves in the car scene here... many good friends already... our place if fucking huge for the price... the cats love it.... the apt has NO A/C.. not even vents...windows only, the weather is fantastic, im having the time of my life... i cant remember being this happy ever in my life... i met this guy kenji, hes sponsored... for drifting.. and hes gonna let me help him put his new motor in his corolla.. he seems to like me, this may be my foot in the door... and even if its not.. hes fucking cool... and the motor swap will teach me alot... things are better than theyve ever been for me.. my mom will be here in a week to see me... apparently for the first time ever... its ME thats doing great and the REST of the family thats falling apart at the seams.... my brother nearly got killed by his wives pothead parents for calling them druggies in hawaiian (he thought they wouldnt know the meaning) so he and his wife moved out of cali to louisiana with my dad in his 1 bdrm apt that he stays in during the week for work in lafayette, then goes back to houston to see HIS wife... ok... like thats not wierd enought... my sister is my little clone... shes doing all the same stupid shit i did at her age... and in order to straighten her out my mom sent her to live with.... MY DAD.... so its my dad... my brother, his wife and their 2 cats... and my little sister... in a 1 bdrm apt..... my dad hasnt had to raise kids in about 5 years... now he has 3 within 5 feet of him at all times... (my brother hasnt gotten a job yet and lillie (his wife) i dont think she works...) as if that wasnt enought.... my GREAT-aunt died... my grandfather (her brother) was almost alzhiemers, but went full blown when his sister died... come to find out... during all this and the horrible phone calls and stuff that my mom got about all of this... she actually avoided getting online so that i wouldnt talk to her... she was expecting only more bad news... she flipped out when i called her from san diego.... fun fun... i spose i should post some pictures eh??? ill work on that...
and J, if you read this... i need your email address or i need you to message me... i have a gift for you (actually its for someone close to you) but anyways... get ahold of me
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[13 Sep 2004|02:32am] |
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well most of the things in my life are looking up right now, i have a house... a yard i like doing yardwork in, a car that i love on the way... a girl who puts up with the worst of me and loves the rest with ease... but i DO have a few minor complaints... like why hasnt the guy who WAS quickly becoming my best friend spoken to me in a week? why is it soo difficult to get people to want to live with me? why do i have an urge to drop any and all memories of meghane? including the friends i made? i mean.. im over it an all.. its just now theres a backlash internally out towards anyone who would put up with her stupidity (or relish in it which is the case for the specific person im thinking of) its just like... if your cool enough to be friends with her and all her issues.. then your not cool enough for me... anyways... i cant wait to get my hachi roku... its gonna be fun to show people that i DO know how to drive well.... all the shit i talk can finnally be backed up...i make about 600$ a month... bills are about 350 incl. rent... 50$ a month to pay back my loan... so thats 200$ a month to blow on car parts... if i dont eat or eat only ramen...... im thinkin.... MMMM ramen..... :D heh.... how hard laura and meghane tried to get me to quit smoking cuz it was "gross" and it was "like kissing an ashtray" ect, ect. ad neausem.... and it never worked.. and now i might quit so i can spend more money on a car... haha... and if the last time i quit is any indicator... this will work... so yea... i miss jared... i mean... im about 90% sure he isnt moving in at this point... and that sucks... but shit.... hurry up and fess up to your bullshit boy so we can go back to being friends... fuck.... either that... or move the fuck in.... i know youve got shit going on right now... but thats no excuse for ignoring me... i dunno if ash was mean or nice in the messages she left about the money, but i know for a fact ive not been mean in any of my messages to you... and its because... yes... im upset about the money thing... but im just as worried about you... and its just as much as both of those that i miss your company... i spose im not much of a friend in your book.... just meghanes ex boyfriend... and it seems you and her have already gotten over her insults she flung at you.... but you meant alot to me jared.... i dunno.... life is good... i spose i shouldnt let something like this get me down..... if you dont want to be friends... fine then.... fuck ya..... i got plenty more and ive been making new ones every day
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| YAE! Tsunami bomb tonight! |
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*DANCES* i cant fuckin wait... i get to see tsunami bomb, my old buddy sean... and get my 6 year old NOFX hoodie back...... foo-kin sweetness, in other news... i found my car.... AE86.... corolla GTS... 350$ so im saving up the money to buy it... i dont *need* a car right now too... so instead of it being "oh shit i have to get my car working so i can get to work" itll be the low pressure "i feel like rebuilding the throttle body today so ill walk to work" much less stressful... so i can ENJOY that its an awesome car instead of worry about transportation all the fuck-time... although... i am having to sell off my classic gaming stuff to get up the cash... ill miss my collection... never got to finish Shining Wisdom on saturn.... ill really miss that one... and my OG nintendo.... sad to see it go but i WANT THE CAR....
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[23 Aug 2004|07:24pm] |
but this guy takes the fucking cake... he is EVERYTHING me.... he is every man.... he is the dick thats tired of being yanked... or not yanked... this is meghane... this is lindsey... this is all the hoes out there that think a cute face will get you everywhere... CLUE! it wont last bitch.... Go here and read how we really feel
anyways.... i love my job! its soo fun, pays decent... and is easy... rock! jared and ash should be moving in about sept. 1st... thatll be ownage... 2 of my closest buddies... one of em i get to kiss......... comere jared.. you sexay beast! j/k... anyways... i hope jared is ready... the deposit is 125$ and rent is 250$ and hell need it as of sept. 1st..... 375$ in a couple of weeks.. hope hes got it.... ash should have hers just fine.... and i already paid my deposit and as soon as my check comes ill pay rent.... also.... need to get both of them over here to fill out the paper work the landlady sent us in the mail.. it should be here in a couple of days.... nifty..... then itll be "our place" scizore!... well have to renovate (read: clean) the place... but maybe we can recruit some friends to help out... i cant wait... im excited!
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[14 Aug 2004|10:31am] |
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and my job is the owner of all other jobs... 7.35 an hour and EASY AS SHIT... i went in on 1 hour of sleep and was more than good at it... thats just fuckin funny... now to get up to 40 hours a week so i can afford to pay my mom back for a loan so i can get a car!
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[02 Aug 2004|05:25am] |
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to go see tsunami bomb in houston on the 27th!!!! fun fun fun! *dances*
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| i am single and staying so |
[25 Jul 2004|02:10am] |
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im a born again virgin now... and completely fine with that, i need to focus on what i want to do with my life.
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[23 Jul 2004|12:37am] |
1. Name: Shaun
2. Nickname: none... possibly "hey you" or "are you drunk"
3. Feet size: 10
4. have pets? cat-satan
5. Girlfriend/Boyfriend? none
6. Age you act: probably around 21
7. Where Do You Live: Austin
8. Where you want to live: no idea, i want to wander
9. How many other siblings: 1 bro 1 sis
10. Favorite Salad Dressing: ranch
11. Ever gone skinny dipping? yes
12. What are you watching? Naruto
13. Last person you talked to: Ashley
14. Favorite movie: army of darkness, dune, donnie darko
15. Book: philosophy of the matrix
16. Favorite Type of music: umm, mixture of all kinds of punk with happy hardcore (or breakcore) and rotterdam hardcore
17. Favorite types of cars: 1972 datsun 510 2 door
18. Favorite Saying: "fucktard"
19. Favorite Fast Food: any
20. Favorite Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip
21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: rum and coke
22. When Do You Go To Sleep: depends, im randomlly insomniacish
23. Most Embarrassing Moment: mom catching me and my frist.... in the act..... in a very revealing position
24. Stupidest Person you know: i dont really associate with stupid people, but if i had to pick someone, JJ is a fucktard when hes drunk
25. Funniest Person you know: Dave
26. Favorite holiday: my birthday
27. Favorite Food: I LOVE ALL FOOD, well most anyways
28. Favorite Song: Tsunami bomb - say it if you mean it
29. Favorite Television Show: tv=brain rot, but if i had to pick one... farscape
30. Favorite Radio Station: Radio doesn't intrest me
31. Favorite junk food: refer to the fav food question above
32. Favorite happy love song: Tsunami bomb - the simple truth
33. Favorite Drink: rum and coke
34. Favorite article of clothing: hat
35. Favorite Animal: cats
+||SECTION TWO: Have You Ever
1. Done Drugs: yes
2. Run Away From Home: yes
3. Hit A Girl : yes
4. Lied: yes
5. Stolen Anything: Yes
6. Broken A Bone: no
7. Cheated On A Test: Yes
8. Cheated On A girlfriend/boyfriend: yes, :(
9. Gotten Drunk: Yes
10. Been With Two guys/girls At Once: yes
11. Been In The Hospital: yes
12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Yes
13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: Yes
14. Gone to Church: Yes
15. Never Slept During the Night: Yes
16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: Yes
17. Been to a camp: Yes
18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: Yes
19. Saw anybody die: Yeah...
20. Gone a week w/out TV: Yes
21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: Yes
22. Broken something valuable: yes
23. if yes what: a glass window pendant my mother gave me, and some other things... but thats the one that sticks out
24. Streaked the streets: yes
25. Screamed at someone for no reason: yes, primal scream style, to a stranger on the streets of houston
26. Said something you didn’t mean: Yes
27. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: Yes
28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: Yes
29. Pulled a prank? Yes
30. Made fun of someone? Yes
31. Rejected someone? Yes
+||SECTION FIVE:What is?
1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: touching a bass for the first time
2. Your most prized possesion: ... a ring
3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: moments of clarity, and seeing what life really is
4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: umm a rolling rock and a burrito
5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: MIGAS! (sp?)
6. Your Favorite Slow Song: hrmm, earth angel.... the OG one
+||LOVE
1. Would you rather love or be loved? love, im a sucker pain
2. have you ever cried over anyone of the oposite sex? Yes
3. do u have a "type" of person u always go after: nope
4. want someone u don't have right now? yes
5. are u lonely right now? sometimes, but im fine with me mostly
6. ever afraid u'll never get married? No
7. do u want to get married? Yes
8. do u want kids? Yes
+||FAVORITES
1. room in house: Mine
3. memory: haha, i have a million KICKASS memories, i cant choose just one.... although being homeless and drunk on waikiki beach in honolulu was purdy fantastic
4. day of the week: sunday
5. color: changes constantly, feel free to ask the color of the moment
6. perfume or cologne: dont wear that shit
7. flower: ummm none
8. month: august
9. season: winter
+||In the last 48 hours have you..
1. cried: no
2. bought something: no
3. gotten sick: No
5. hugged someone: Yes
6. kissed someone: Yes
7. fought with your parents: no
8. had a lot of sleep: no
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(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done
(?) - maybe...
(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(x) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(?) had children
(x) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved (playfully only)
(x) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concerts
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(?) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(x) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
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[21 Jul 2004|11:06pm] |
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im not allowed to vent in my journal, my OWN PERSONAL journal... the backlash from my previous post has been insane... get the hell over it people, im entitled to my opinion, and i made a point to say i was just venting... so i probably didnt mean it as harsh as it came out... but no... you have to go and get all defensive... whatever.
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[19 Jul 2004|04:53am] |
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it was a hard person to see... the conversation was even harder... to think i gave up on such a wonderful girl for someone so worthless... its amazing sometimes, how useless meghane turned out to be, she acts as if i broke up with her emotionally, yet she said the words... stupid stupid stupid.... shell realize the level of stupidity eventually, anyways, it seems i can play a bass, and not half bad considering the amount of time, ive put in an amazing amount of effort tho.... practice with dave, jared and israel is crazy tho... Grace wants me to come over in a few hours.... 7am..... to see her.... girls are fuckin whack.... so im fairly sure from my recent actions meghane has gotten the picture that im too good to have liars and sluts as friends... kinda wrong of me to talk that shit, but seriously... im only "on the prowl" because of lack of meghane, shes whoring around because she wants to... whats worse? hrmph, gonna have to go play bass with jamie sometime soon, maybe shell teach me a thing or 3.... shes fairly fun... and im soo tired of people talking shit about other people TO ME.... im obviously already past my quota for drama for the year, back the FUCK up.... who CARES if shes 17 and dating him... not fucking me... who CARES if hes an asshole... not fucking me... who CARES if shes a drug addict... not fucking ME! seriously, i think im going to go insane if one more person talks shit about someone else to me, go fucking say it to THEM... i mean... ill talk shit all day about people.... and id say it to thier face too... if theyd let me..... but i guess most of the idiots in my life.... know better and when theyve fucked up... they do shit like never talk to me again or hang up the phone on me.... youd think theyd want to hear how i REALLY feel... but theyd rather assume, makes it more controllable, so they can think what the fuck ever they want... well FUCK them... if you didnt hear it from my fucking mouth, it means JACK FUCKING SHIT, and if youd LIKE to hear it from my mouth, feel fucking free to ask.... and girls... well.. i know i keep going back to the various females in my life on different levels.... but fuck.... throw me a curve ball and shit... i mean... i knew you cared girl... but i DIDNT EXPECT that.... ashley, really.... things CANT be that bad with josh.... and lets think about this logically..... if you and him split, your off to ft. worth anyways... so of COURSE if i actually wanna stay friends with you im going to encourage you and josh to stay together... i cant take any actions to the negitive of that.... please dont ever ask me to... bah, random thoughts at 4 am... jumping back to the bass... holy shit... i dont think dave realizes how much effort im putting in... i mean.... i learned all by my lonesome to slap tonight.... forced myself to learn... my thumb is red and throbbing from playing non-stop since i figgured it out... FUCK THE AIR FORCE... my descion is made... now to get the job and the place with the J man... and focus on school and the bass... fuck GFs... take too much time and effort.... i wasted soo much life on the last one.. i dont want one ever again... im fine with what ive got setup right now... just enough to get by, not soo much that i feel a need to commit..... suicide... thats what another gf is to me right now.... another fucked up idiot bitch like meghane... some stupid hoe with fear of commitment and a desire to fuck dirty club guys... club whorin in corpus with the spics must be nice eh? gogo gadget MORON.... catch a desiese for me while your at it stupid... dam im on a rampage... i guess i should just go down the list and name the people that piss me off and why...... jared... good guy, great friend, but fuck man... control the emotions... i shouldnt have to let you hit me so that you feel better because YOUR frustrated... other than that.. you dont really piss me off... dave... fuck dave... lower the intensity levels... other than that you dont piss me off.... israel.... goddammit man... lighten up PERIOD... other than that your cool.....adam.... ok adam... now your the first person on the list im harboring some real anger towards... seriously dude... you pretend to be there for me when your not... you try to do the right thing when you accomplish nothing.... i spose its all related to meghane and im tired of that so i should forgive you... but when she tells me in a phone convo that she talked to you some day that you specifically told me you hadnt talked to her in 2 weeks... thats GONNA piss me off.... i guess i should let it go tho... in the past.... just fuck dude.. you saw how i reacted to meghanes lies... why would you spout any of your own my way???? lets see... whos next? GENN..... used to be my best fucking friend.... what a stupid bitch youve been lately tho.... guilty of the same offense as adam... bullshitting me about matters of the heart that you KNEW better about.... basically lying to me.... lying by ommision is still a fucking lie.... and for you to judge me on my fucking behaviour of late... FUCK YOU... you fucking INVENTED the word slut... dont EVER FUCKING CALL ME ONE AGAIN..... now to theo... well theos just fucking harmless... i really cant be pissed at someone who rarely does anything wrong.... although the constant dire need to keep me up till all hours of the night playing various video games does wear me thin sometimes.... who else? who the fuck else? miranda... you piss me off because your sheer desire to still talk to me reminds me of how stupid i was to pick a club trash hoe over you... i know its stupid to be "angry" over something like that but it frustrates me to no fucking end... your a shining example of everything thats WRONG with meghane.... she looks like a dull penny next to you, even tho i honestly belive she is better looking... LOOKS FADE... you have it where it counts... NEXT! ashley.... shit, for you to put me in a place to make a descion like that... FUCK, i didnt want to be an ass to you, but you asked me to choose BAD or WORSE..... bad idea... ive had enough "BAD OR WORSE" descions to make as of late... so of course i just wasnt having this one.... Garret... damn man.... fuckin shit, you make it hard to deal with relationships... no matter how fucked up mine is yours is always worse... yet some fucking how you always get her back when you need her.... thats fucking bullshit.... fuck you.... no long term hostility there so dont take it as such, but i hope you can see how thats fucking frustrating... JJ.... dude... lay the fuck offa the alky till you can handle it.... seriously... your "SHOW" the other night when you thought jared moved your CD and israel had just taken it upstairs was fucking over the top... slow down... ENJOY THE BEER.... IAN.... you have for more going for you than i do... and your 10 times as mopey.... *SLAPITY SLAP* cut it out.... get your head in the game and fucking sing.... no more drunken nights of calling jared to come over cuz your depressed and ALONE... dont fucking drink alone... sarah... the drug addict one.... i barely fucking know you... but fuck bitch... your fuckin whack... your like meghane on stupid pills... at least meghane knew what she wanted... it just sucks it was a want to be able to hoe around.. you dont know what the fuck is going on... maybe you should sober up so you could see past your nose again.... that jared kid was fuckin in love with you worse than i was with meghane... and you handed him his ass for.... no reason? STUPID... and look... just cuz i fucking bothered to try to talk things out with you ONE FUCKING TIME, because i was trying to GET JARED WHAT HE WANTED.... doesnt mean i fucking like you, dont hug me again.... period.....j-man is my friend, not fucking you....ZACK.... dude... id kill you if you fucking pulled ANY of the shit youve pulled on my friends on me... no joke... your a little bitch... no one would miss you... id fuckin strangle you off.... come around me and ill fuck you up... keep your distance bitch....rachel... god DAMN you... you love putting people in bad spots dont you... and that whole saying travis to israel thing... what in the fuck? only advice ive got for you is FUCKIN LAY OFF OF THE DRUGS... i may be a fucking senior citizen to you but i KNOW MY SHIT, ive done it all and maybe you could be a bit more intelligent and listen when i say you need to find out RIGHT now what the REAL important things in life are.... and it sure as hell isnt found in pill form or inside a joint.... burn... fuck you man...im a fuckin leo allright... but my pride has BEEN broken.... any bit of it you THINK you see now is a facade ive been running for years to look like im not quite as bad off as i am..... meghane... stupid stupid stupid.... im finnaly over you... and NOW you think you can call me and TRY to be friends??... no bitch no..... you made this bed now lay..... you want to fuck me over? you want to lie to me? you want to be a little slut while my heart breaks? and you think ill be friends with you? are you fucking dumb? ok so... last time i said shit to you it was that id be willing to see you once face to face to let you explain your case as to why we should be friends ever..... and you basically turned it down... whats fuckin up? cant look me in the face after what you did? you see..... it DOESNT surprise me that you cant... but maybe all the people you bullshitted into thinking i was the one that fucked the relationship will think again if they find out your pansy ass cant even survey the damage you did.... good fucking job.... check please.... im out... never dealing with you again.... and as far as the mutual friends thing... feel free to be wherever or however you wanna be... fuck it... bring dusty to one of our band practices... i dont care.... i know youll never show cuz your descion to try to make "friends" shows that the gravity of what you did finnaly sank in... and THATS why you cant look me in the eyes... and if you ever get so cocky as to show up anyways because of something i said or did that pissed you off.... feel fuckin free.... i learned real fast thanks to you how to get the fuck over you..... you can watch me have fun and realize i dont need you for shit anymore..... and last but no where fucking least... ME.... god dammit i piss me off the best... im really fucked up... it sucks living in my head with me sometimes... like how many years did i NEVER PICK UP A bass and i wanted to... stupid stupid stupid.... and how many times have i wasted precious years of my life with some girl who holds me down? stupid stupid stupid.... my social skills suck.... im an asshole like dave but more devious about it... it turns out i can be quite the man whore... i hate that shit... but i see no reason to get into a relationship with some girl who has a 50/50 chance of being a meghane... and im still so hurt over that stupid hoe... even tho i could care less about her now... the wounds refuse to heal as fast as i want them to..... god damn this inablity to shut off my emotions anymore... i will not let myself be weak anymore.... and caring about someone too much is utter pathetic weakness... i fucking hate that i even have to ramble on about all this shit, whats my big fucking deal? i should just shut the fuck up but i have soo much to fucking say... maybe its added up after almost 4 years of keeping my mouth shut... keeping myself in check as to not piss off some superfical bitch im with because my care for her isnt enough to outwiegh how important it is to her to appear completely happy to others... stupid stupid stupid.... why do i let myself get yanked around like that? fuck what others think... if im happy with you and your happy with me... how others feel shouldnt fucking matter... but yet.. it does... that shoulda been a sure sign with each one of those hoes.... that they wernt really for me... id need a girl that can fuck all everything else... someone that as long as i make her happy and she makes me happy, will understandthat theres BAD TIMES TOO.... and not bitch about losing a fucking "HONEYMOON PHASE" because thats the only part of a relationship theyre good at.... why the fuck wasnt i looking for one of those before? fuck if i know... stupid me... god dammit i piss me off good.... and now im all out of time and shit...... i want to make something of myself and i dont have GF time anymore, i wasted it on morons that didnt deserve it... now im 3 yrs older than i should be.....3 years down the drain caring about people.... stupid me for being devoted... all else came second to these ignorant fucks... they never saw the effort they were gifted..... why? cuz for some stupid fucking reason my morals tell me i shouldnt let them see because thats like holding it over their heads asking for a compliment on what ive done... so of course each one of them has thought i never made any sacrifices or anything for them... which is just fuckin plain stupid.... life is short.... non-infinite... it RUNS OUT.... just by SPENDING TIME WITH YOU I AM SACRIFICING MY LIFE....im wasting precious minutes with a hoe that doesnt realize that EVERYTHING in life is a sacrifice.... the school i didnt go to so i could continue working so we could get a place.... almost every action... has a penalty.... and i pay it willingly far too often... stupid me bending and folding when i should stand up to people.... god damn cigs... i fucking hate smoking, i hate that im hopelessly addicted to these things... god damn my friends for letting me bum offa them... i mean i spose its fucking kool as shit that they care that much.... but i want to fucking quit..... god dammit all fuck..... im pissed... dont fucking cross me any time soon, im liable to snap.... and i wouldnt want to take one of these things i listed out on someone who didnt deserve it.... fuck... shit delerium setting in.... fuck it... im out
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im bored, cant wait for the fun of the night to wisk away my thoughts....
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[12 Jul 2004|12:16am] |
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ya know, that stupid little venue above coyote ugly? its small and cramped and just generally a pain, but hot damn am i glad i went friday night, saw natchet taylor and theyre my new favorite band, they were so freakin good, it brought a tear to my eye. they did 3 covers..... roots radicals, sidekick, and DANZIG-MOTHER! holy crap on the danzig cover, never saw that one comming... haha, anyways it seems nowadays i cant beat the drama off with a fucking stick, it follows me everywhere. i just want it to go away, and its not even my drama anymore. *kix it*
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isnt it great when years after the fact, someone you know makes the same mistakes twice, and then.... tries to put the blame somewhere else again... not realizing the bitter cycle they perpetuate, like how can someone not realize that they made a certain mistake before??? how can they never apologize for the previous mistake.... but openly admit to and take notice of the current one thats just history repeating itself?? i dunno... i spose its a good thing that time in my life is over.... otherwise id be the one still getting the shit end of the stick from you. dumb girl..... when will you become a dumb woman?
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